The lighter side of the Kistulot
Hey all!
There was an update, but nothing really in it for me, which is too bad. I was really wanting to know more about OG's plot, want some Tabico in '08, some Thrall... Le sigh, eh?
But, that is not what this post is about! This post is about something much different.
A comment on my last blog - which has already recieved a reply - showed me one thing that drastically needs to change: I only tend to show my frustrated side as of late. As people who know me know, I am a very passionate person. This means that I rant a lot about things I love, and a lot about things I hate. More about the latter, because I also have a self righteous craving for justice. This means I don't like tolerating things that I feel are injustices. Not clarifying becuase you're stupuid clarifying that its things I feel are injustices, not things that are.
Often my oppinions appear as though I believe they are divinely true - I do not. But since they are opinions, and none are more valid, I don't feel the need to remind people that I know this.
While I think many things are of sub par quality, a lot of people like them. In a non MC example, I hate Macs. I grew up using them, but I still passionately loathe them. I think using them is stupid, a waste of money, and it just shows you're afraid to use a real computer. In my opinion. A lot of people feel PCs are shoddy. Well, not as many who feel the other way, but popularity of an opinion does not make it fact.
Wikiality is a lie, much like the cake.
So, if my opinion is just as valid as yours, and you think I'm wrong? You're not just allowed to have it, I encourage it. I will not do this when we disagree - encourage - but I do it now during a neutral moment. Know if we ever disagree? If you enjoy the original Master PC story for instance? You are entitled to it, even if I may think you're insane/a nut job/have bad taste.
Just like I'm sure a lot of people think I have horrific taste because I really enjoyed the live action Super Mario Brothers movie. I am told this a lot if it's brought up. So, it's only fair if I get to say JR Parz writing sucks.
Say otherwise, and you're just not being fair.
Things don't need literary perfection for me to love them. There are stories on the archive that I remember quite fondly that even break the cup size rule - and I don't dislike them now. My tastes are not some evolved super creature to the point where I belong in a place of chosing what is right or wrong.
Awhile back, when I left the MCG, I said that I considered instituting review policies - to stop seeing glowing reviews of shit. People clung to that.
People did not realize I never did it. I never even truly considered enacting it. All I did? Was bring it up as I was leaving. I was showing that while I find the current administration haphazardly bad at their jobs, I left because in time I would have been too.
But this is the lighter side, and I've just so far tried to show that I understand I'm not an angel. That's not exactly honest advertising.
There are a lot of things the MC community has produced that I enjoyed.
The Spiral Awards were a great concept. They were executed well. My only disappointment is that they were so quickly abandoned.
While I can't enjoy most stories without a certain level of writing to them, back when I frequented the forum(s) I loved hot flashes. They were quick little doses of mc heat. They didn't need to be masterpieces, very long, or even have context. They were concepts quickly given flesh, if not bones.
Though i harp sometimes on the collective's lack of originality, I do love a lot of the manipulations there. When people take the time to make something new and don't just ad a pendant or white eyes, or even if they do and the story on the side is good in a hot flash like way . . . it can be really good! I'm a hard audience when it comes to getting off, but I love something that can.
And really... one ting I love most, is talking to other MC enthusiasts. I dislike that so many don't see eye to eye with me on it, and that so few seem to really enjoy it as the be all end all (mcstories don't need sex to be hot -pout) or that so many really do like insta trance insta fuck, connecting with someone with similar feelings rocks.
Talking with fans? Goddess. Its an orgasm in a messenger/inbox.
So, right now, I'd just like to thank everyone who has ever complimented something I did, or took the time to see if they would like it. Everyone whose put up with my shit, and can believe that I'm not the ranty-doesn't-always-think-before-she-acts person that I can come off as - because I know, I've earned that. When someone does something I feel is wrong, especially if others don't agree, I feel cornered and vicious. It's something I need to improve on.
I won't go into if any of those moments have been valid, because that's not what this post is about. Its about humility, not about winning.
I disagree with a lot of people...
I dislike few people.
But for decent reasons, not just because of matters of taste.
Unless you like AFI. Then you're dead to me.
~Madam Kistulot
There was an update, but nothing really in it for me, which is too bad. I was really wanting to know more about OG's plot, want some Tabico in '08, some Thrall... Le sigh, eh?
But, that is not what this post is about! This post is about something much different.
A comment on my last blog - which has already recieved a reply - showed me one thing that drastically needs to change: I only tend to show my frustrated side as of late. As people who know me know, I am a very passionate person. This means that I rant a lot about things I love, and a lot about things I hate. More about the latter, because I also have a self righteous craving for justice. This means I don't like tolerating things that I feel are injustices. Not clarifying becuase you're stupuid clarifying that its things I feel are injustices, not things that are.
Often my oppinions appear as though I believe they are divinely true - I do not. But since they are opinions, and none are more valid, I don't feel the need to remind people that I know this.
While I think many things are of sub par quality, a lot of people like them. In a non MC example, I hate Macs. I grew up using them, but I still passionately loathe them. I think using them is stupid, a waste of money, and it just shows you're afraid to use a real computer. In my opinion. A lot of people feel PCs are shoddy. Well, not as many who feel the other way, but popularity of an opinion does not make it fact.
Wikiality is a lie, much like the cake.
So, if my opinion is just as valid as yours, and you think I'm wrong? You're not just allowed to have it, I encourage it. I will not do this when we disagree - encourage - but I do it now during a neutral moment. Know if we ever disagree? If you enjoy the original Master PC story for instance? You are entitled to it, even if I may think you're insane/a nut job/have bad taste.
Just like I'm sure a lot of people think I have horrific taste because I really enjoyed the live action Super Mario Brothers movie. I am told this a lot if it's brought up. So, it's only fair if I get to say JR Parz writing sucks.
Say otherwise, and you're just not being fair.
Things don't need literary perfection for me to love them. There are stories on the archive that I remember quite fondly that even break the cup size rule - and I don't dislike them now. My tastes are not some evolved super creature to the point where I belong in a place of chosing what is right or wrong.
Awhile back, when I left the MCG, I said that I considered instituting review policies - to stop seeing glowing reviews of shit. People clung to that.
People did not realize I never did it. I never even truly considered enacting it. All I did? Was bring it up as I was leaving. I was showing that while I find the current administration haphazardly bad at their jobs, I left because in time I would have been too.
But this is the lighter side, and I've just so far tried to show that I understand I'm not an angel. That's not exactly honest advertising.
There are a lot of things the MC community has produced that I enjoyed.
The Spiral Awards were a great concept. They were executed well. My only disappointment is that they were so quickly abandoned.
While I can't enjoy most stories without a certain level of writing to them, back when I frequented the forum(s) I loved hot flashes. They were quick little doses of mc heat. They didn't need to be masterpieces, very long, or even have context. They were concepts quickly given flesh, if not bones.
Though i harp sometimes on the collective's lack of originality, I do love a lot of the manipulations there. When people take the time to make something new and don't just ad a pendant or white eyes, or even if they do and the story on the side is good in a hot flash like way . . . it can be really good! I'm a hard audience when it comes to getting off, but I love something that can.
And really... one ting I love most, is talking to other MC enthusiasts. I dislike that so many don't see eye to eye with me on it, and that so few seem to really enjoy it as the be all end all (mcstories don't need sex to be hot -pout) or that so many really do like insta trance insta fuck, connecting with someone with similar feelings rocks.
Talking with fans? Goddess. Its an orgasm in a messenger/inbox.
So, right now, I'd just like to thank everyone who has ever complimented something I did, or took the time to see if they would like it. Everyone whose put up with my shit, and can believe that I'm not the ranty-doesn't-always-think-before-she-acts person that I can come off as - because I know, I've earned that. When someone does something I feel is wrong, especially if others don't agree, I feel cornered and vicious. It's something I need to improve on.
I won't go into if any of those moments have been valid, because that's not what this post is about. Its about humility, not about winning.
I disagree with a lot of people...
I dislike few people.
But for decent reasons, not just because of matters of taste.
Unless you like AFI. Then you're dead to me.
~Madam Kistulot
Labels: EMCSA, Madam Kistulot, mc community, rambling, Redundancy, Update, Writing
posted by Madam Kistulot at
7:35 PM
4 Comments:
. . . FUCK YOU! I like all kinds of music! If you can mewl over Nickleback, I can enjoy AFI on occasion. At least they know more than three chords and their lyrics vary in theme from song to song. I won't comment on your stoner rock.
Put the lotion back where it belongs, damnit.
Uh ohs..
Do you mean to say you hate all my stories? Hell, I'll even admit I don't like all of them, and I was never a real fan of Master PC - nor the countless tales set in that specific universe, but certainly there are at least a few tales that you do enjoy. Maybe you are simply angry and still bitter to give an honest objective opinion. Sorry, Madam Kistulot - I occasionally google my name to see if there is anything written about me. I'm not surprised you are still feeling pain, but I was surprised you would share the pain in your blog. Now be serious... aren't there at least a few tales that you enjoy? Or do all JR Parz stories truly suck? :-)
Oh, how kind of you to pretend to be civil and smirk about it while being so blatantly mocking.
Yes, all JR Parz stories suck. At least if one wants to read literature. Literary erotica and porn are not the same thing. We want to read literature. We respect that some people want to read porn.
Anger, bitterness, pain--uhm, she didn't like your work even before she joined the MCF and acquired a personal basis upon which to form a bias. I hated your work too when I started surfing around the Archive, even before meeting MK or knowing anything at all about the people behind the pen names. I didn't want to read porn, especially poorly written porn.
Master PC was edited and rewritten? That hurts! The thing is riddled with technical errors, the plot is barely there and is redundant, and your characters are so flat and interchangeable that calling them 'characters' is laughable. But that's okay, right? You admitted to not enjoying that story. You have a screaming fan base, so why worry what a supposedly bitter writer-Hypnodomme posting in a small blog thinks about you, or your work.
Come on, dude. She left your forum and, for the most part, leaves you alone. Your name coming up in a general post about the MC community makes sense; that isn't dwelling or "still feeling pain". Hey, she left the Garden, too--you're hardly the only thing around here that pisses her off.
She has tales of her own that she does not enjoy or thinks are less than good. At least you can admit the same, though if you need to Google your name to find out what people are saying about you and react this way when it's negative and you already think you know why it's being said . . .
Yeah, there was a reason a Wiki editor deleted your pompous, autonomously pleasing article. You're not that important.
Deleting his account as revenge for that pretty much proves the point of all who had reason to form such a nasty bias against you.
Hopefully you'll leave us (the three of us who post here, that is, in case you were too busy reading this one thing about you to notice the rest of the content) alone from now on? The rest of the content, especially lately, has little to do with the community overall, and nothing to do with JR Parz.
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