The Quiet One Speaks
Hello again, everyone!
Our lovely Valbot informs me that people like my posts. So anyone out there who likes when i write, i apologize for not doing so more often.
I've been given the suggestion that i write a little bit about "Slave Life", and that seemed like a good idea. To give any curious readers a little glimpse into the mind of one of the Madam's helpless little thralls. Though that makes it sound kinda pretentious.
Anyhow! One cannot look very far into my mind and miss the hard drive in there. Though hard drive is probably a bit of a misnomer... since it doesn't just store things, but seems to have wires reaching just about everywhere. Madam can use it to override just about any thought or action, as well as store temporary alternate personalitites, memory backups, and there are even a couple slots for storing sensory experiences directly. I have... three of these slots filled right now, though i don't have access to actually find out what these are, until she activates them. There's also a handy little hud that lets me check on this, and can even display realtime obedience statistics.
Then, there are my aspects. These don't seem to be linked to the hard drive, though there may be some sort of interface between them. Readers of the Kistublot have met one of these apects, my artistic side, better known as Euterpe. These aspects are basically... distillations of my personality, who can take over my body and mind temporarily. I don't have access to my memory, but i think i have at least six such aspects. (Madam once shared her adorable little dopple fetish with me a little, using my aspects as a medium). I've also heard her mention my libido, and scientific side. I'm not sure precisely who the other three are, though our lovely Madam is welcome to share this information with me, should she desire to :)
Similar to these aspects, Madam's also slowly cultivated an alternate version of the Sarah LaSilvas that everyone loves, in my head. While she's vaguely similar to the Sarah of the Silver Girl stories, she also diverges quite a bit (as well as having been colored quite a bit by my own mental processes). Sarah's also ventured out into public a little, having visited the Argent Garden chatroom. She seems to like borrowing my body quite a bit, so she may well be back there in the future.
The Valbot has also played around in my head. Before i met her, i enjoyed coffee socially, with my friends. Now, after having known her for what's now the better part of a year, coffee is nearly a fetish to me. Merely the smell of it is faintly arousing, and good coffee can make me drift into a mild trance state. ~.~ It's wonderful, freshly brewed and French-pressed obedience.
And there's still plenty more magic in my head, but i think that will have to wait for another time! I hope you've all enjoyed reading this. (If not, of course, feel free to yell at me, and i'll shut up :) )
Have a lovely week everyone, and stay happy!
~erislave
Our lovely Valbot informs me that people like my posts. So anyone out there who likes when i write, i apologize for not doing so more often.
I've been given the suggestion that i write a little bit about "Slave Life", and that seemed like a good idea. To give any curious readers a little glimpse into the mind of one of the Madam's helpless little thralls. Though that makes it sound kinda pretentious.
Anyhow! One cannot look very far into my mind and miss the hard drive in there. Though hard drive is probably a bit of a misnomer... since it doesn't just store things, but seems to have wires reaching just about everywhere. Madam can use it to override just about any thought or action, as well as store temporary alternate personalitites, memory backups, and there are even a couple slots for storing sensory experiences directly. I have... three of these slots filled right now, though i don't have access to actually find out what these are, until she activates them. There's also a handy little hud that lets me check on this, and can even display realtime obedience statistics.
Then, there are my aspects. These don't seem to be linked to the hard drive, though there may be some sort of interface between them. Readers of the Kistublot have met one of these apects, my artistic side, better known as Euterpe. These aspects are basically... distillations of my personality, who can take over my body and mind temporarily. I don't have access to my memory, but i think i have at least six such aspects. (Madam once shared her adorable little dopple fetish with me a little, using my aspects as a medium). I've also heard her mention my libido, and scientific side. I'm not sure precisely who the other three are, though our lovely Madam is welcome to share this information with me, should she desire to :)
Similar to these aspects, Madam's also slowly cultivated an alternate version of the Sarah LaSilvas that everyone loves, in my head. While she's vaguely similar to the Sarah of the Silver Girl stories, she also diverges quite a bit (as well as having been colored quite a bit by my own mental processes). Sarah's also ventured out into public a little, having visited the Argent Garden chatroom. She seems to like borrowing my body quite a bit, so she may well be back there in the future.
The Valbot has also played around in my head. Before i met her, i enjoyed coffee socially, with my friends. Now, after having known her for what's now the better part of a year, coffee is nearly a fetish to me. Merely the smell of it is faintly arousing, and good coffee can make me drift into a mild trance state. ~.~ It's wonderful, freshly brewed and French-pressed obedience.
And there's still plenty more magic in my head, but i think that will have to wait for another time! I hope you've all enjoyed reading this. (If not, of course, feel free to yell at me, and i'll shut up :) )
Have a lovely week everyone, and stay happy!
~erislave
posted by erislave at
12:45 AM
8 Comments:
Coffegasm!
Madam nicknamed me Baristatist for a reason. ^.^
Yummy post! Those wires were implemented by me, or at least some of the circuitry was. I should upgrade that since Madam uses your hard drive more now. Maybe she'd let me use some of the slots for coffee-related things. ^.~
I'm actually not certain of how I acquired my own 'coffee fetish'. Coffee itself isn't a fetish for me, I simply enjoy using something common and innocent for devious purposes in a deep-rooted and pervasive way. There's something absurdly hot about taking something so innocent as an everyday beverage and making it the cause of literal orgasmic, obedience-enhancing bliss . . .
I spelled coffeegasm wrong. No, this wasn't an excuse to trigger you twice. Maybe Madam didn't fix me as well as she thought during the last maintenance session . . .
I fully endorse this post :p Interesting insight to the world of slaves.
I wondered if there was a HUD, to be honest. Does it beep? XP
And valbot, I was also wondering, as a robot, is your grip more steady? Like, your hands don't shake, that kind thing.
Was wondering that because of Super Mario Galaxy, with those infernal levels where you have to balance the Wiimote exactly...
Nope... i'm pretty sure the HUD is visual only ^^; it's very attention grabbig though.
I do ring though x.x that's a long story.
Awesome post!
Its always interesting to find out how the inner workings work :)
And I always love the details.
I look forward to more!
I'm glad ^^ Is there anything in particular you'd like more details about. If i have things to write about, and it's not too private, i shall write!
Hmm..how 'real' are the other personalities? Like, do they dream? Or do they affect your dreams :p
I'm struggling for decent questions, sorry XP
Hows about...Well, what is it like when they take over? Do they get triggered, or do they decide they want to say something and come right out to say it?
Maybe i should write a post dedicated to the aspects... they seem to be a complex enough subject to need a longer writeup ^^
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